despite the night terrors
where i woke up groaning and wimpering
sunshine has been keeping me up for days.
just to be sane,
just not falling apart
don't get me wrong i understand and believe the insanity fetish
snuggling into my own mind like a pair of slippers
i feel so good i could destroy the world-as-we-know-it
and build a new one in the ashes.
(pleaz help me)...