Whereforto Ye Wanderers

Whereforto Ye Wanderers.

Monday, July 19, 2010

I call this one embarassing, because it embarasses me

i still beat myself up
for those last five years
now everythings a trigger
a gun aimed at my fears
with one in the chamber
and the hammer pulled back
neurotic as hell
feel like i'm always under attack
so i stay defensive
and i run from it all
it's like reverse ego
i like to watch myself fall
but i'm learning to cope
and it's a rocky path to tread
but if i stick to it
i'll be dignified and dead
like a sufi dervish
killing the beast from within
with hopes of one day
liberating my head

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